Showing posts with label my situation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my situation. Show all posts

Monday, 1 June 2015

Peer pressure from those who are supposed to help.

Possible trigger warnings, don't read unless you feel up to it darling. ♡

So I've only ever had one therapist that I trusted, and years ago she went on maternity leave. Before she left, she told her replacement, "Don't push Angel into anything. Don't force her to come or appointments, or make decisions for her. She's stubborn, and is very opinionated. If you do any of these, it'll do more harm to her than good."
That therapist had to learn that the hard way, she started trying to force me into more appointments but I skipped every one of them. She learned that it was better to do things on my own terms, or there's nothing to discuss.

But my current therapist isn't living up to this.

I've skipped appointments and ignored her for almost a month, because the last time I saw her she brought me to tears because she wouldn't stop trying to force me to do something I didn't want to do.

Tomorrow I'm going to have a meeting with her, and tell her to stop forcing me into thing I don't want to do. I'll try to make it as civil as possible.
But, knowing my foul temper, if she pushes too hard I'll happily tell her where she can stick it. Right up her butt!

(sigh), I'm sorry my darlings that I haven't been posting recently. I've been having a hard time putting my thoughts into words.
And I'm sorry that my first post in a while is so negative.

I promise, I'll post something cute tomorrow. ♡
Have a good night my darling, I love you. Stay strong, for us both. ♡

Friday, 10 April 2015

Get to know my situation...

Please don't read if you trigger about families. ♥

I live in an unsupportive family. My Mum is in denial about my depression and is mentally abusive. I have to pay for all my medication with my own pocket money, and I have no Dad in my house.
My two little siblings are under the age of 12, so they don't understand.
The only support I have is from my boyfriend of one year, Nicholas.
But, I'm fighting hard to survive and I'm doing my best.
If you're in a similar situation, I'm always here for you. ♥
Come ask for help whenever you need. ♥